what you find in the asking

In 2007, in my last semester in the University, a poetry professor asked us to write 50 questions that we find important. Well, I was checking files in my flash drive just a few minutes ago and found that document. Interesting.

I wonder what my classmates’ questions were. I wonder what other people ask themselves. :)

Some of the questions:

  1. Is there a God, and how much of the stories about Him are true?
  2. Is there an afterlife? What will that life be like?
  3. After we die, will our consciousness remain intact? Will we retain our memories? Will we be able to remember our names, our loved ones’ names, the books we’ve read, the stories we’ve written?
  4. If we won’t remember who we are, then what’s the use of trying to understand the world?
  5. Where did (re: evolution) the first single-celled organism come from?
  6. And where did that thing come from? Where did everything come from? What’s the source of everything?
  7. Does the universe have a boundary?
  8. There is a theory about the universe that says that the universe “has always been”, that it has no beginning. It has always been. Is that true? How is that possible? How can anyone grasp that idea? How can that ever be imagined?
  9. Do we have a soul, meaning something eternal, something distinct from our physical bodies? Or is the thing we call the “soul” just the end product of chemical/electrical reactions in our brains, in other words something still connected to the physical?
  10. Is memory organic? (I’ve read of an experiment where a needle to the brain was able to liberate a patient’s memory of an event) Is the mind different/separate from the brain?
  11. I’ve read somewhere that the second that elapsed after the Big Bang contained a “dark age”. Scientists don’t know what, if anything, occurred within this period. What happened?
  12. Do we have a purpose—something connected to fate (if there is such a thing), something connected to the cosmos—or do we just invent one for ourselves?
  13. If we are just animals, then morality is simply a human creation, a product of our brain’s evolution. Then good/evil is simply a social contract. Then it is a curse, because we feel bad—guilt, grief, sadness—for something—murder, rape, assault—that, as animals, we would have observed without any emotion. Is this correct?
  14. Why are we aware that we are going to die? Animals aren’t. Is that the curse of evolution, too?
  15. Is evil (e.g. finding pleasure in hurting others) innate? Or largely a product of outside forces?
  16. Then how come there are children who are peaceful? Is that trait already in the DNA?
  17. Then who do you blame?
  18. What is the right way to raise a child?
  19. Is politics also just a curse of evolution? If it is, then caring about it is a joke. Is that true?
  20. Caring for anything is a joke, because nothing really means anything. Is that true?
  21. There are people who have lived and died without knowing what has been happening in Somalia, or some other far-off, impoverished place. What is the use of that knowledge then? Is it necessary? Is it necessary to whisper these stories to our kids at night?
  22. What would I have been like if I were able to have piano/violin/voice/dance lessons when I was a kid? Will I think/behave/write differently?
  23. Am I a writer, or am I just fooling myself?

and this is why i’m scared of riding cabs alone

Have you read this article? :( Came out today.

FRIGHT NIGHT IN RETIRO : Coed abducted by angry cabbie
By Nancy C. Carvajal

MANILA, Philippines – When Valeria (not her real name), an 18-year-old University of Santo Tomas student, got into a taxi cab at 2 a.m. last Saturday after attending a school activity, she had no idea that she would be in for a harrowing ride.

After telling the cab driver to take her to Sta. Mesa Heights in Quezon City where she lived, the young girl settled in the back seat for what she thought would be an uneventful ride.

When the driver of the KUL taxi cab with license plate TWC 897 pulled up in front of her house, Valerie took a P1,000 bill from her bag and handed it to him.

To her surprise, the cab driver casually dropped the bill on the floor of the vehicle and took three P20 bills from his pocket.

When Valerie asked for her change, the driver protested, telling her that she gave him only P60.

At this point, Valerie’s mother, who was wondering why it was taking too long for her daughter to get out of the cab, came out of the house and asked what the problem was.

The driver promptly assured her that nothing was wrong although Valerie protested, saying that the man had yet to give her her change.

As Valerie started arguing with the driver, her mother went to the barangay hall from across the street to ask for help from the tanod (watchmen).

Sped away

As she walked into the barangay hall, the taxi driver suddenly stepped on the gas and sped away, with Valerie still inside the vehicle.

The mother immediately ran back to their house, woke up her husband and told him about the incident.

Alarmed, the man got into his car and gave chase. When he failed to find the taxicab, he went back to their house to pick up his wife.

The mother later received a text message from Valerie, telling them that she was near a gas station from across the Lourdes Church on Retiro Street.

The couple rushed to the area and found their daughter, with blood on her face, knees and clothes.

Read more at the original link. God, how horrible. :( Be safe, everyone.