Because lovely things should be shared! ♥♥♥
I do this over at my Multiply (tag: “poetry”) but I want to post this one here. This poem’s simply exquisite.
The poet loves with a most violent heart.
Why You Should Never Marry a Poet
by Heather Bell
Think about it – the way that credit cards, bougainvillea,
vacations, dictionaries, the road on the way to work will
all never be enough. The poet wishes
with her deepest bones
and writes that she wishes
she would have killed you
in the supermarket. She wonders why
she ever loved you in song.
She publishes book after book. Each line detailing
how your hair is ugly and monstrous in the morning. And how,
like moss, you cling to her
But you marry her anyway.
and she looks like a roar of snow
in white. You figure she will read a poem about you
that day in front of everyone: her throat
is, after all, a stamen
But she is silent, says only the I DO’s
and a few Bible verses.
The poet loves with a most violent
heart. What you have not known-
she has wanted to tell you the truth
all of these years,
but grew silent as an old lover does
at eighty. There is no way to say
how one loves the ache of your cracked lips,
the heavy belly of your tongue, the years she spent
feeling not loved,
but still loving. Think about it-
the poet is fearful of others knowing and finding your mouth.
She is frightened of you –
realizing you could have been
loved better or harder
or with real words.
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As for me, I’ve finally looked over all of the poems to be included in my collection after “Reportage“. Looking good, so far.