I don’t know what bug it was that hit us, but J and I were both quite sick from Tuesday onwards so the weekend just passed us by.
I am a full bag of worries nowadays. The flood back home, my siblings’ financial needs, the total cost of flood damage, J’s coding ticket and unclaimed license, his difficulties at the job market, my own uncertainties. Money problems, life problems. It keeps you up at night.
I’ll be 25 in less than a month. J and I will turn two in about a week. I wonder if I’ll be able to celebrate, with the miserable flood, and my miserable bank account.
I need something beautiful to look forward to, is all.