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new poems in upcoming kritika kultura

Saturday night I saw that I have an email from poet and Kritika Kultura editor Mark Antony Cayanan. The email had words like “blind refereeing”, “unabashed affection”, and “We’re very eager to publish your work” with the word “very” italicized.

I’m going to have new poems in the literary section of the upcoming Kritika Kultura (Issue 23). KK is a refereed journal of literary, language and cultural studies, published by the Ateneo De Manila University. I cannot believe it. So happy and excited. Been a while since I wrote pieces I’m genuinely happy with, and a stranger’s “unabashed affection” sounds like good news indeed.

These are the poems I sent to them:

Morning (“She waved but the child”)

Morning (“She folds the sheets”)

Note to – (“The terrifying thing about this is”)

Note to – (“You will reach across the distance”)

Certainty

 

mystic river by dennis lehane

Mystic RiverMystic River by Dennis Lehane

My rating: 4 of 5 stars

An incredible page-turner that I think was ruined slightly for me by its Epilogue. The tonal (and philosophical) shift in the final section would have been more acceptable if the events it described happened not a couple days later but years later. One character moves from guilt and remorse to an acceptance of his evil in a matter of days? From grief to a rant against gentrification? Hm. But there we have it. Everything before the epilogue though was magic, with searing insight about loss and loneliness, about the end of friendships and the end of innocence, with boundless compassion for its characters, all the while managing to remain suspenseful and entertaining. This is my first Dennis Lehane novel, and what a great novel.

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Other books I have recently finished that I feel you should check out: Ball Peen Hammer by Adam Rapp and George O’Connor (which I found fucked-up and terrifying and heartbreaking), and two books by David Sedaris, Me Talk Pretty One Day and Dress Your Family in Corduroy and Denim.

some love for ‘unseen moon’, ‘project 17’, ‘the viewless dark’, and ‘lower myths’

Here are new reviews for Unseen Moon and Project 17.

From Cassandra Javier (a review of the paperback, which contains The Viewless Dark):

A collection of Horror Stories from Eliza Victoria, a brilliant and undeniably good Filipina Author, Unseen Moon is something that every Horror/Mystery/Crime fan must read.

First in the collection is Needle Rain. A story of a barkada and how they try to uncover the mysteries of a murder that happened in their hometown. One of the most mysterious stories in the pack, this is a good way to build the tension and suspense that one should feel while reading the book. However, aside from being scary, there’s bit of sadness and surprise here, too. What’s good is that the author was really able to capture the old-skool Filipino neighborhood–she was able to build the feel and imagery that was needed.

And then comes my favorite story in the book: The Ghosts of Sinagtala. Oh, god, this is the perfect thing to read right now as the Holy Week is coming up soon, and aside from being “Holy”, we all know that it’s also the time when they say that bad spirits are all over the place. This (and I told the author about this) SERIOUSLY. CREEPED. ME. OUT. It’s not about monsters or the usual white ladies or whatever, but the kind of horror depicted in this story is so psychological that it would really rack your brain. (And I’m getting goosies again while writing this). Read it and you will know what I mean. It’s really something you’d have to put down and continue once the sun shines again (yeah I read it late, late at night and god my mind worked so bad) because it’s so scary. Watch out for rats.

Summer Evening, meanwhile, is brutal. You never know how twins’ minds’ work these days. You might be disturbed by this story and by the brutality, but all in all it was good. I like how different and creative the author can get.

A tale that will surely tug at your heartstrings without losing its mystery, December, is about an orphan named December, who makes friends with a boy named Gabriel. Together, they discover secrets and mysteries about a dead body in the lake, an abandoned mansion and the people around them.

Finally, there is the Viewless Dark. If you’re a student and are frequenting the library, you’ll be afraid. Okay seriously, this was one of the best. It’s about finding out about someone’s death and learning what you need to learn about that person. It’s scary, it’s suspenseful and it’s a work that’s just definitely top of the line. If you’re fond of trying to solve mysteries, this story is for you.

Give this book a chance because you will not regret it. And you know what? I think I’m going to re-read these stories sometime soon. They’re THAT good.

From Cathriona Lethal:

This is the second book by Eliza Victoria that I’ve read. The first one was Project 17. Whenever I read her stories I [think], “This author must have killed somebody to be able to write gripping tales like these.”

There are four short stories in this book. Reading the first, “Needle Rain”, is like watching true crime. I felt like I was praying hard as my windpipe hang on the second, “The Ghosts of Sinagtala”, and only after I reached the ending was I able to breathe – finally relieved. After reading the third, “Summer Evening”, I was convinced Miss Victoria must have really murdered somebody to be able to pull this story off, like she’s in a vengeance. And lastly, the final fresh-dead-cat present from the book, “December”, is just sick. Sick. I want to run from it, however, I was coaxed to go on…

From Tricia:

Ever since I’ve read Eliza Victoria‘s Unseen Moon, I became a fan. When the news broke that she published a new book last year, I really wanted to get a copy but I missed it during the book fair. Initially, I [didn’t] have any idea about Project 17, but I was so attracted [by] the book cover (cover and illustrations by Jap Mikel) and Victoria’s books are now an auto-buy for me, [that] I got a copy. I am glad I was able to grab one last Summer Komikon!

Let’s admit it, there are only a few science fiction books by our local authors in the Philippines—or maybe I’m just not that well-read when it comes to Filipiniana—and this is a good news that our local authors are now venturing and writing different genres (most of our local writers are into chick-lit and literary fiction).

Project 17 is set in the immediate to near future in the Philippines where robots are now among humans. Cellphones, no-hands, high-technology devices are part of being a human to survive. In this story, our protagonist, Lillian was hired as a babysitter for summer job by a man named Paul Dolores. Her duty is to look after his younger brother, a 28-year old guy suffering from a schizoaffective disorder named Caleb. The situation looks harmless and soon she accepted the job. Boring day after boring day, she starts being curious about the lives of these two brothers as well as Caleb’s medications that  are nonexistent online.

What I like about Project 17 is how Victoria created a world that is new and familiar at the same time. She didn’t dwell too much on being science fiction or on using epistaxis-inducing geeky high science/technology terms for a non-science-fiction-fan like me. It’s just on the right combination of science fiction, mixed with mystery and thrown in bits of humor. What piqued my interest is the mental disorder mentioned in the book. I really like books with health or mental disorders because I had close encounters with people with mental problems when I was a college nursing student. It was a memorable experience and I am forever interested and curious on such topics. Although the book only has few mentions about the mental case, the flow of the story didn’t disappoint. It was well-paced, although I found myself being impatient because it’s a thin book and there’s too much going on! But then, it was all right because things fell into places and I’m all ohhhs and ahhhs after connecting all the details. I like that the book gave off a feeling like I am a detective on [the] run chased by some big, unknown, all-seeing person ala Big Brother for discovering such information Lillian learned. I felt bits of paranoia and was on a look out for heavily-tinted cars that might, you know, kidnap me. Ha ha.

Here are reviews for two of my earlier releases, The Viewless Dark and Lower Myths, both available on Amazon, Flipreads, and other fine places.

Lower Myths: I’ve always loved Eliza Victoria’s works for having a strong Filipino feel. Some people might see the words “diwata” or “mambabarang” in these two stories and automatically classify them as fantasy works, but what really gives both titles an impact is a common emotion that is skillfully weaved into it: love of siblings, love of family. That is something any reader can relate to, and I find that these are what makes both memorable. They are supernatural stories to be sure, intriguing but also very touching for it features something that hits close to home for all of us.

The Viewless Dark: The story was creepy and hair raising at times, but still managed to be incredibly touching with the twist at the end. A fantastic mixture of the supernatural, tragedy, friendship and family all in one short story. I’d loved Eliza Victoria’s works ever since randomly picking up “A Bottle of Storm Clouds” and if there’s only one complaint I have about this author, it’s that her stories always leave me wanting more.

Thank you very much to readers who take the time to write their thoughts about my work. I love how most readers pick up one book of mine, and check out my other books. Returning customers! I must be doing something right.

Unseen Moon can be purchased on Smashwords and Amazon.

Project 17 is in all major Philippine bookstores. (And soon as an ebook! Watch out for that.)

The Viewless Dark is available on Amazon and other places.

Lower Myths is available on Amazon and other places.

Disclaimer: I don’t kill people, just cockroaches.

victor ocampo on philippine science fiction

Speaking of firsts, prolific Speculative Fiction author Eliza Victoria published Project 17 in 2013, a fast-paced, social-media savvy near-future thriller about a care-giver caught in a great mystery. The story’s resolution leads to a chilling revelation about the true nature of who runs the world. This is perhaps the first modern Science Fiction novel published in the Philippines by a Filipino (Salgado’s Kidnapped by the Gods not withstanding). Speed Magazine (Dec, 2013) called Project 17 “a social commentary on so-called modern-day systems that aim to examine, dissect, and de-familiarize the day-to-day city dwelling of ordinary citizens.”

Filipino author Victor Ocampo writes about Philippine Science Fiction. Very interesting read.

Part 2 (where the excerpt above came from) is here (“A Short and Incomplete History of Philippine Science Fiction”).

Part 1 here (“Some Thoughts on Science Fiction in the Philippines”).

travel factor: mt. pinatubo + capas national shrine

This trip was done on impulse.

Months ago, I was searching for trips to Mt. Pulag and chanced upon Travel Factor‘s website. I read up on the trip details and decided I couldn’t do Pulag just yet. That is, I would die. Pulag is a recommended adventure even for novice climbers, but climbing in the cold? Wrapped in layered clothing? I like cool weather, but not the kind of weather that would give me frostbite.

I went to Baguio. I forgot about TF. Then on Monday, or seven days before the actual trip, I saw their listing for Mt. Pinatubo. I’ve always wanted to go to Pinatubo, and I miss walking on a route that won’t give me lung cancer. There was one slot left. I took that as a sign, and clicked the button to sign up.

(Only later — like the night before the trek — did I find out that one of Travel Factor’s Managing Partners was a batchmate of mine in UP Diliman. What a small world.)

Meet up was at 2:30 AM on April 27, Sunday. (Mind you, I was at an event with friends until 9 PM the night before, so I was running on no sleep. The last time I did this was in college.)

Everyone came on time, so we left on time, at 3 AM. The driver was pretty fast, so we arrived in Capas, Tarlac at 5 AM. Our travel coordinator, FJ, wanted to be early at the tourism office, because that would mean we could get registered early and finish early.

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Below are the 4×4’s we will be riding to the drop-off point. Very bumpy ride.

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My 4×4-mates Greg and Ryan.

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That’s FJ taking photos.

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The 4×4 will stop at a spot where you could stretch your legs and take photos. The view was amazing.

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Mt. Pinatubo

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I think it was more than an hour’s ride on the 4×4. Then the two-hour trek began.

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I was expecting the worst. I remember walking in Thailand at high noon in high humidity, and that was really bad. The heat got to me then, and I was worried, because I would be with strangers and I didn’t want to be that girl at the back whining about the heat.

But you know, it wasn’t that bad. The breeze was cool. The ground was a bit tricky because of the rocks, but majority of the trek was on flat land. I enjoyed it.

I think it also helped that I walk for twenty to thirty minutes every day (from the office to our apartment). So, prepare by doing cardio. A person with a completely sedentary lifestyle would be in so much pain during this trek.

Pictured below was the part where the uphill climb began.

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I went into this trip thinking that the trek itself was already the prize — I really just wanted to walk — with the crater lake as bonus. And what a bonus.

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Mt. Pinatubo

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They sell water here, but the price is 100 a bottle. Ugh. No. Just bring your own water, please.

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We got to the crater really early! We were there by 9:30 and ate an early lunch. We stayed until 11 AM, enjoying the view. I hoofed it back with My and Doy (I hope I got their names right) without resting. I was so tired I nearly fell asleep during the bumpy 4×4 ride.

Back to the van, where we had halo-halo (PhP 25) and grilled hotdog (PhP 15) and a cold shower (PhP 50). Sarap! Also had some great conversations with the residents and my travel group.

Since it was still early, we had time to visit the Capas National Shrine, which used to be the Capas Concentration Camp or Camp O’Donnell. Some 40,000 soldiers were imprisoned here, after they suffered the 128-km Death March.

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A strange day — to enjoy a walk to a volcano that destroyed hundreds of lives, and to visit a shrine for soldiers who were forced to walk to their deaths.

You need to carry two separate emotions in places of great beauty and great tragedy. I remember some members of the group wondering what the shrine was for.

The least we could do is remember.

 

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Assembly time at 02:30 AM
Arrival in Capas, Tourism Office
4 x 4 ride to jump off point
Start of 2.5 hours trek
Arrival at the crater
Free time.
Travel back to the jump off point (2.5 hours trek)
4 x 4 ride back to Tourism Office
Wash up
Travel back to Manila
Side trip to Capas Shrine (if time permits)
ETA Manila at 08:00PM

INCLUSIONS

* Roundtrip transfers
* 4×4 Vehicle to hiking trail
* Local Guide
* Conservation Fee
* Usage of Shower Area
* Sidetrip to Capas Shrine (if time permits)
* Travel Insurance
* Travel Factor ID

Not included: Indigenous People Fee (I.P.I.S) – P 150/person

TIPS from me: Wear covered shoes with socks to protect your feet. Don’t worry about the water you’ll cross, you could step on the rocks. Wear comfortable clothes. I wore a pair of leggings and 100 % cotton shirt. I also brought a shawl to wipe my sweat and protect my nape. Bring at least 1 L of water, and trail food like gummy bears, biscuits, and peanuts. (I also brought Jelly Ace but it was sticky and I had a hard time cleaning up. Just stick to gummy bears.) I also brought facial mist and wet wipes to combat the heat, along with the very necessary sunblock. Wooden hiking poles are sold at the parking area for PhP 20 each; I didn’t buy one, but some people find it helpful to keep their balance.

Many thanks to Travel Factor for the hassle-free trip. I got home before 6 PM.

komiks review: abangan + tabi po isyu 1 + sad comics + cfcca

Abangan: The Best Philippine Komiks 2014

Series Editors Rob Cham, Adam David, Carljoe Javier, & Elbert Or

Published by Visprint

Every time I enter the halls of Komikon I get overwhelmed by the sheer number of stories that are being sold at the tables. I wouldn’t even know where to start. I couldn’t stay at one table for too long because 1) that would cause a gridlock; and 2) I get weirded out by the creators’ eyes tracking me. Admit it, it happens! I don’t want to be guilt-tripped into buying a copy — which leads us to 3) I wouldn’t have minded being guilt-tripped into buying something, but I am not made of money.

The best I could do was walk like a somnambulist, like a visitor at an art gallery, and look at the covers. In the end, I usually end up at the big publishers’ tables (like Visprint), or I just ask friends what I should buy. J and I have talked about this, and he said at the last Komikon he felt sort of depressed — he was sure there were indie gems out there; he just didn’t know where to look.

Abangan is a good place to start. It is a generous collection of samples and full strips from our local comics creators. It has its shortcomings, which Charles Tan talks about here, and I felt a bit sad that the hilarious Dead Balagtas strips by Emiliana Kampilan are reprinted here in English (I read her in Filipino) and without the historical annotations, but I think it is still a worthy buy. I was astounded by Sixty-Six by Russell Molina and Ian Sta. Maria, Borderline by Bong Redila, and Blue Dusk by Mica Agregado. There are truly exciting works in this volume (Para Fierra, Wingnaut, Windmills, Manix Abrera’s silent Diwata, etc etc), and I hope there will be a follow up.

 

Tabi Po

Story & Art by Mervin Malonzo

Published by Visprint

 

I remember when I first read the webcomic I was stunned by the quality of the art and the writing. And the art. Have you seen Mervin’s art for Tabi Po?

 

Look at that.

I am glad the story, now in print, will be able to reach a wider audience locally.  (I don’t have the numbers, but speaking from personal experience, my titles sell more as print copies than as ebooks.) A knowledge of Rizal’s Noli and Fili will enrich your reading experience (especially when you get to the prose part at the end of Isyu 1 – it is like a nudge and wink from the creator), but even without knowing Rizal, this is still an immersive story, tackling the origin of the aswang, and life during 19th century Philippines under the Spanish regime. The monster – in its truest sense, in its figurative sense – is front and center here.

 

Sad Comics for Dirty Lovers

Art & Story by Rob Cham and various collaborators

I admire Rob Cham’s art and his snarky humor (see: Stories), but this is a breakup volume. The stories are contemplative and quiet (save for a couple of sections of comic relief), more resigned than sad. My absolute favorite is “Beehive Heart”, written by poet Petra Magno.

says the protagonist with the beehive heart. Stunning, inventive use of metaphor.

 

Crime-Fighting Call Center Agents

Art by AJ Bernardo

Story by Noel Pascual

Noel and AJ move the call center agent (overworked, forced to affect an accent and pretend they are from another nation) away from the office cubicle and into the center of…crazy stuff.  Adventure is juxtaposed with mundane concerns like team building sessions. Go check this series out if you haven’t already.